Ngumpul lagiii

Yesterday, 13th June 2010, my mother and I went to my 2nd brother, JMP Aritonang, after went home from church, and bought 2 packet lotek and 2 more spicy lotek . My 1st brother, JFM Aritonang already at my brother's house. We had lunch together with lotek, tempe, ikan asin and kerupuk. A healthy food for our family who have obesity :)

I enjoyed our meals, talked, moment. My mother and brothers are amazing people. They work hard to get what they have now. I feel different with them but they accept me and consider me as underdog (anak bawang).

I remember when I was a child, as an underdog, I can play with my brothers and friends without bound the rules. I liked that very much. On second thought, in this real life, I expect the same condition happens to me that all people should make everything easier for me, help me. But as my brother always tell me, "LIFE IS CRUEL".

For 4years, I kept thinking an ideal world, that poorer people should be helped. They were our responsibilites. We could not let them. How could we live our lives if others' were miserable.

And now, I see the reality, I cannot do anything if I do not have money. 'Money talks' is true in here, a place I live now. I cannot continue my education to higher level if I do not have money 75milion :

1. 8.5 milionx4 semester= 34 milion+DP 5 milion = 39 milion. That is my tuition fee.

2. How about my daily living ? I calculate I need at least 1.5 milion/month to pay accomodation, meals, transportion and other equipment. For 4 semester I will need 1.5 milionx24month = 36 milion.

I really want to study and apply my attained knowledge for the best of interest for other. I hope I can get scholarship. Amin.

My family helps me to live in reality. Face the reality, Jo...

Next time, I am gonna tell you about my lovely father. I really miss him.